"I'm trying to deal with the feeling," I said, and placed my hand over my heart. I meant to say something like: my heart is broken and she said,
"You don't feel valued."
Yeah, that's it. And it makes me sad. Takes away my energy.
But today, I worked out, with help, how to do a small task on the computer and it helped me get back to feeling optimistic.
After all, I'm down 77 lbs. Remember: I'm still me, just a lot thinner. But still me and that's got to be a good thing.
P.S. Found an ice-cream sandwich at Whole Foods with only 6 grams of sugar. Frankly the vanilla ice-cream is almost tasteless but I enjoyed it!